Reflections on Leading a C&E Workshop

By Suha Choi ‘22

(attached above is a discussion question slide from the workshop)

(attached above is a discussion question slide from the workshop)

This year’s C&E day centered around anti-racism. Although not all 13 student-led workshops on the C&E day may have included the word race in their titles, all of them certainly had an influence in promoting anti-racism in our community, in one way or another. This important truth especially resonated with me after I led one of the workshops on “Introducing Body Positivity and Defining Basic Feminist Terms” with the Southborough Society co-heads, Tate Frederick’21 and Louise He’22.

         As its title suggests, the workshop began with me and the other two student leaders explaining about what it means to become a more body-inclusive campus as well as defining the various feminist terms. But I dare say, it was when we moved on to the discussion questions that the workshop started flourishing and doing what it exactly was supposed to do: people started reflecting on how these issues applied to their own lives. One discussion question in particular lingered in my mind for the longest after the workshop was over: how is your body image influenced by your race? This question was important because it was a reminder that race has everything to do with our lives. In fact, the socially constructed concept of beauty standard in today’s media has much to do with race, another concept artificially constructed by society. Even as more and more institutions and individuals seek to embrace diversity, many often find themselves circling back to the same set of beauty standards applied across all races, neglecting the diverse, but all beautiful features that are inherent among us. In particular, this set of beauty standards centers “a type of white femininity that’s only accessible to a select few,” as Leah Donnella from NPR once described. 

         In this way, race and racial stereotypes encompass every aspect of our lives, whether it may seem explicit or too subtle to be noticed in our eyes. It is our job at St. Mark’s and at anywhere we will someday come across in life to notice these injustices and to help those around us notice them. Ms. Zhu, who has directed the C&E day, had announced earlier that this year will mark the end of C&E day tradition at St. Mark’s. This announcement, however, does not and shall not mark the end of truthful and engaging discussions on anti-racism at St. Mark’s. Perhaps, the most influential lesson we can all get out of this year’s C&E day is that all the discussions on this day are a continuation– we will continue to discuss, notice, and fix the many injustices that surround our lives which are based upon the mere color of our skin. 

The Double-Edged Sword of Social Media

By Yoonjeong Yang ‘24

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Social media has become a vital tool in modern activism and its usage has risen significantly, especially amidst the global pandemic. Powerful and accessible, social media platforms provide activists with a voice they wouldn’t have otherwise and reflects the realities of the world. Amid this unprecedented explosion in popular engagement, empowered performative activism undertaken to undermine movements has blurred the distinction between performative allyship and genuine support, with many people seeking to capitalize on the moment for social clout rather than actually supporting the movement and its demands. Therefore, while social media is an effective way for people to enter the conversation, activism should not simply end with a simple social media post. 

Social media activism includes promoting awareness through the use of hashtags, posts, and campaigns. Without tangible action, though, gestures like using a hashtag or positing a black square are seen as performative, and these minimal yet insubstantial efforts are often called  “slacktivism.” It is important to note that performative activism, while increasingly popular on social media platforms, is a hindrance to social justice movements and should not become a replacement for tangible action. Genuine social media activism should be supported by concrete action, donations, and measurable commitments to change. While it might be argued that such performative activism raises awareness of the issues in question, it is clear that it can also be self-serving. Garnering public support for a cause, online or offline, is never a bad thing, but slacktivism, when undertaken to merely grab the public’s attention is regrettable. Now is the time to attempt to draw the line between action in service of the public good and the appropriation of another’s struggle for the sake of popularity.

The St. Mark’s website states that the school’s mission is to, “promote awareness around cultural differences and provide affinity opportunities for students whose social or identity needs are not reflected in the dominant culture at St. Mark’s.” While the school stresses the importance of diversity and equality, its programs are often led by particular student leaders and do not provide opportunities for all students to actively participate and promote activism. The school should take this opportunity to effectively utilize social media and amplify the voices of a more diverse group of students. This would ensure that students from different genders, ages, and ethnicities could be heard. However, this would be ineffective if social media were the sole channel through which students speak out. Social media activism must be coupled with tangible, substantial action in order for it to be effective. The school must provide students with that opportunity. As awareness is raised, the action taken by the student body is what will lead to lasting change. 

The Issue with Performative Activism

Mandy Hui’23

The past few months were filled with tension and uprisings predominantly within the American community but also foreign nations, followed by a series of social movements in person and online. The killing of George Floyd on May 25th, 2020, especially, resulted in one of the largest social movements in history: the Black Lives Matter movement. The movement focused on bolstering Black Lives and conveying detest towards police brutality. In addition, a lot of people expressed their thoughts and support on social media platforms like Instagram, using the hashtag #BlackLivesMatter, #BLM, and #ACAB. 

However, along with this support, numerous individuals demonstrated activism on their own social media pages that were considered performative: activism that only better one’s social capital instead of genuinely supporting the cause. Groups of people began to become suspicious and concerned that a large portion of posts about the Black Lives Matter movement on social media was performative; the posts only wanted to seek attention and social clout by exploiting the movement, thinking of it as a ‘trend’. 

An example of a time when performative activism caught the attention of many during this movement was #BlackOutTuesday. On June 2nd, 2020, millions of users on Instagram posted black squares to publicly display their support for the Black Lives Matter movement. Even though this day was for allies to voice their solidarity with the Black community, the bombardment of posts inadvertently filtered out vital information about the movement. Also, people suspected that others posted only out of pressure for social approval, proving to their followers that they have good intentions and are good people. 

Performative activism may be unintentional; nevertheless, it is important to realize if your own allyship is performative as some people can fall into the trap of believing your activism is just a singular post with a hashtag. Being an ally is not just about posting hashtags and images, but it also includes engaging in uncomfortable conversations, educating yourself on the roots and history of the movement, and never stop learning.


The Role of International Students in Combating Racism 

Ingrid Yeung ‘23

Community and Equity day in St. Mark’s always provides students and faculty a safe space to openly discuss their own identities, experiences and concerns.  This year, the student-led workshops during C&E day addressed various issues in our current society: body image, social media influence on inequality, privilege, racism, and many others. Although all the workshops tackled different problems, all aimed to combat the discrimination and inequity in our society. Out of them all, one workshop intrigued me the most:  International Student Identities. By discussing how international students define themselves, whether through nationality, culture, mother language, or birthplace, we recognize the complexity of international student identities. In this particular time period of active antiracism, where is the international student’s place in this fight against discrimination? What are the experiences of international students with racism? How can international students define and defend their own identities?  Antiracism is not a one-race war, but a war for all races against racism. 

To understand how international students can participate in combating racism, discussing the discrimination that people of international backgrounds have experienced is vital. For the most part, antiracism work dedicates itself predominantly to address the inequalities that African Americans experience in American society. International students may seem irrelevant to the center of this issue. However, that does not mean that people of international backgrounds do not experience similar discriminations. Many international students have experienced microaggressions while studying abroad. That is mainly due to their unfamiliarity with the second language, their distinct cultural backgrounds, and even their names. Such aggressions might not be dedicated directly to their race or ethnic backgrounds, but international students’ stories cannot be neglected in this battle against racism and discrimination. Especially after the pandemic had broken out, people of East Asian descent experience much more intense aggression than before. Their properties are destroyed, and their safety is being threatened. All signs show that international students should not be excluded in advocating anti-racism and defending their own identities. When coming to combating racism, international students can make up a powerful group to tackle the problem.  

What exactly can international students do in fighting racism? Through observation, the general norm of international students does not lean towards intense activism. Most of the time, international students lack the ability to defend their own identities. In the safe-space that the student workshop presented, several students shared stories of their experience of microaggression. Their stories are all different, but one thing those students had in common was that they never reported any of the actions even if they felt extremely uncomfortable. Not reporting or simply ignoring these actions doesn’t contribute to the process of problem-solving. Microaggressions and discrimination will only continue to grow without bringing those in front of the community under the light. International students, making up not a small amount of the entire student body, can also play an essential role in combating racism. Instead of facing the issue passively, students should actively seek a resolution and stop discrimination from happening. 

The combat against racism is not just a war for the African American students, nor is it only a battle for the international students. There are no permanent victims, nor are their permanent aggressors. Anyone of any race could potentially become a victim of racism. Every student in our community is responsible for antiracism. When everyone within a community is aware of the issue and intentionally minds their behaviors, the fight against racism will be much more achievable.

What Racism Costs All of Us

Eve Elkins’ 21 

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It can not be denied that white people benefit from racism by not being targeted by the police, having access to better health care, better housing, less student debt, and so many other institutions racism has infiltrated. This is something I know to be true and is an obstacle in uniting white and black Americans against racism. However, after reading the book The Sum Of Us: What Racism Costs Everyone And How We Can Prosper Together by Heather McGhee, I now have a new perspective about racism in America and white privilege. The book opens by pointing out how focusing on how white people benefit from racism and how people of color lose ingrains in our heads that racism is a competition with clear-cut winners and losers. This makes the narrative that progress for one group comes at the expense of another all more believable for white people and holds our country back from the achievements that are possible. 

How do we get white people who are unwilling to give up their privilege to join the fight for an anti-racist society? Reveal the truth, says McGhee. The truth is that white privilege is unsustainable. Racism costs white people as well. The Sum of Us powerfully makes this claim and, as an economist, McGhee focuses on the costs that racism has for everyone yet not undermining the effects racism has had on people of color in America. 

She starts with the example of public pools. In the early twentieth century across America, there were public pools in towns where people would socialize and bond with their communities. Governments wanted to improve the quality of life in their towns and break down the walls of class. Since these pools were public, people of all different statuses would meet each other. However, the people at these pools were all white. Then, when a thirteen-year-old black boy in Baltimore drowned because he went swimming in a dangerous river, a lawsuit against the state to integrate the pools was successful. In 1956 when black people could finally enjoy the benefits of their tax dollars spent on these pools, white people stopped going to them. In some areas, north and south, the pools were sold to private corporations, which became members only with fees to access this resource. In many places, however, city counsels decided to drain the pools all because of skin color. Everyone lost a public resource, all at the expense of racism. She refers back to the idea of the drained pools because it is the physical representation of the lengths white people are willing to go to keep people divided and hold all of us, including themselves, back.
The same issue happened with higher education. Many colleges once had immense public funding, and student debt wasn’t nearly the devastating problem it is today. However, once schools became integrated, public funding decreased, and students began paying more and more of the tuition themselves. Today, people in their forties are still paying off student debt, and interest rates make it even more of a challenge. Many regret going to college in the first place. Racism played a significant role in cutting the public resource that once helped so many. The mindset, if people of color could finally start accessing some of the public resources that were so abundant to white people, then no one should have it has cost so many. 

A recent study done two years ago found that only eight percent of high school seniors in America believed that the main cause of the Civil War was slavery. Only eight percent. When the author stated this fact, I had to make sure I read it right. These people make up our generation and the future of our country. These are the people we will encounter and work with in the near future. Why is the education system failing to expose the truth and cruelty of America’s past? One necessary factor contributing to this failure is the effects of slavery. Plantations and the slave labor system were self-contained because they did not have to pay for the labor they violently forced on black people. Slave owners did not need or want government-funded education programs because they wanted to keep the economy centered around the plantations. Whether it be for white or black people, education was against the wealthy elites’ economic interests. When slavery was abolished, the slave states found themselves struggling to develop public infrastructure to support the community. Today, seven out of the ten states with the least education achievement are in states that once had a slave-based economy. Slavery impoverished the south, and it cost everyone except the small percent of the wealthy. The slave-based economy states lacked public funding and infrastructure, which helps everyone achieve the American dream of moving up the socioeconomic ladder. This is only one factor, yet it must be addressed. 

This hidden part of the story of how racism costs all of us is what can unite our country across racial groups. The racist competitive fallacy that progress for one racial group comes at the expense of another, known as the zero-sum narrative, is such a hurtful lie because everyone loses when people think this way. Showing the ways racism has cost all of us may be the way to finally end the social divisions made between racial groups and the approach we can take to defeating racism in America. I highly recommend that everyone read this book to see how climate action, healthcare, poverty, education, housing, and democracy can achieve real progress in an anti-racist society. This book lays out the ways white privilege is apparent in all these issues, but also identifies the hidden burdensome costs. While it is important that white people realize how racism has cost them, it is fundamental that the suffering and pain people of color endured and still face today is not overshadowed because it has always been greater. We have to “refill the pool” of public goods for all of us. In order to do that, we have to have the will. It starts with fixing America’s broken moral compass and facing the truth of our country’s history and current state. 


Note: Here is the link to the study conducted about high school seniors: 

https://www.nea.org/advocating-for-change/new-from-nea/us-students-disturbing-lack-knowledge-about-slavery#:~:text=',-By%3A%20Tim%20Walker&text=Share-,Only%208%20percent%20of%20U.S.%20high%20school%20seniors%20can%20identify,the%20Southern%20Poverty%20Law%20Center

Image: 

https://www.rbf.org/news/new-book-rbf-trustee-heather-mcghee-examines-costs-racism 

Antiracism Through Social Media

Julie He ‘23

On May 19th, 2020, users on social media posted black squares to support the movement Black Lives Matter. Millions of posts were made protesting the death of countless black people at the hands of police brutality. While there have been marching protests for racism in the past century, the 21st century has opened doors to more opportunities for word to spread. Due to the advancement of technology, it has allowed news to spread faster, petitions and donations more accessible, and people to be more educated and informed. While the internet can be a dark place, social media can help us in the fight for equality. 

Because of rapid growth made in technology, almost everyone has easy access to social media nowadays. Just on twitter, there are over 330 million monthly active users, not to mention the staggering amount of 1 billion active users on instagram or over 2 billion on facebook. Recently, because of Coronavirus, more people have flocked to social media for entertainment and interaction. With so many people using these platforms, information is easily spread to a mass of the population. With one post, millions of people are able to see information on what is happening. People uneducated on the topic are able to know what and why it is happening. For instance, Instagram, Twitter, and Tiktok all helped promote the Black Lives Matter movement which would not have been as successful without social media. People helped promote the movement with Instagram stories, Tiktok videos, and more. On these platforms, anyone can share their experiences and stories dealing with racism to everyone. Additionally, multiple schools, including St. Mark’s, have created accounts where students, staff, and alumni have made accounts to create a safe place where they can share their stories and allow them to be heard. It brings attention to topics that people would be unaware of without the internet. Petitions and donation websites can be made then shared to millions all at once. There are numerous things that can be done with the aid of the internet. 

As teenagers and social media users, we can help do our part! Liking, sharing, or reposting content that is supportive of the movement can help spread the word. It allows for news to reach everyone. It only takes 3 seconds, but could impact someone’s whole life. However, simply liking a post is not enough. It is our responsibility to educate and inform ourselves on what is happening in the world. We are very lucky and privileged to be able to go to a school such as St. Mark’s, and we should use it to help others that are unable to do the same. We can show our support by commenting and leaving a kind message. We can also help by signing petitions, or donating to causes if we are able. However, it is beneficial to read articles and inform yourselves before blindly signing petitions. We are limited to what we can do as individuals, but as a group and as consumers, we can help educate others and call out racist businesses and shops. With what we can achieve as a group, we should all strive to help in the fight against racism.  

Social media has been instrumental in recent campaigns and movements, and we can utilize it for more progress. As the generation to grow up around such advanced technology, it would be a waste to not put it to good use . Every little thing helps, and informing someone takes only a few seconds. The internet can be used for good, and it is our chance to do it. Social media has helped allow information to spread rapidly, which can be good and bad. If we all use social media to help fight racism, we can collectively do lots of good in and off the internet. The fight against racism is still far from over, and we can all assist in ending it.

Bystander to Upstander-Antiracism in Action

By Fiona Tran ‘22

I have always considered being a bystander was a normal thing to do. I always thought that it was better not to get involved, scared of what might happen in situations where people are direct victims of racism and worried that I myself would make the situation worse. I have seen people being beaten in the middle of the street or even being harassed, but not done anything about it, and now looking back, I feel extremely guilty for doing so. 

Being at St.Mark’s and our in our current environment, with our school becoming an Anti-Racist school, has made me become a lot more aware of the problems with being a bystander. To me, being a bystander now means indirectly supporting racist actions that may be happening, and giving a cue to the perpetrator that it is okay to perform these actions -which it’s totally not. 

I have learned a few ways for myself to become more involved in the situation in order to turn myself from a bystander to a protector, and I would like to share some of my experiences with you.

  1. Become more aware of your words. Sometimes we can make comments that seem innocent on the outside, but it can actually hurt someone’s feelings because they feel like they’re being attacked. Therefore, it’s best to not include comments that include generalization as well as stereotypes in our daily conversations with others. 

  2. Check up on your peers.When we feel like our peers are going through a rough time because of their experiences with racism, don’t be afraid to reach out and console our friends. This is the time for us to make them feel like their emotions are validated. If they start to push you away, give them space, and check up on them another time. As long as we’re showing our friends support and being there for them, it’s okay.

  3. Don’t be afraid to call people out when they make racist comments. This is a way for us to help improve the situation. By calling people out, we’re showing that we care about others, and it allows us a chance to engage in a productive conversation to help educate others. 

  4. If the situation becomes physically violent and if you can’t stop the interaction, notify adults nearby. This is especially important because this will make the perpetrator become threatened, and they will most likely stop or  run away. Also never crowd around a fight, this will just encourage the perpetrator to become more violent for attention.

  5. Finally, educate yourself and be aware of false news and accusations . This means paying attention to the news and be more sensitive towards racist hate crimes around us. As upstanders or protectors, we don’t directly need to get involved in the situation at hand and try to fight the perpetrator, sharing correct information through social media is also a good way for us to help others. 

I know that these tips may not directly apply to you, and some of us might take some time to warm up to the idea of not being a bystander because of our fear. However, it is extremely important for us to take part in an Anti-Racist movement to protect those around us, and even ourselves. 

Where Do We Go From Here?

By Sophie Chiang ‘23

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by sophie chiang ‘23

2020 will go down as one of the most monumental years of the 21st century. In one year, people had to deal with a global pandemic, lockdowns around the world, one of the most nerve-wracking presidential elections in US history, widespread racism, and a momentous Black Lives Matter movement. Perhaps the most prominent problem 2020 highlighted is the fact that racism still exists ubiquitously around the world. Amidst all the disheartening headlines, it may seem that our future may seem bleak at the moment. But it is so important to acknowledge that there are ways we can move on from here.

2020 isn’t the year that the coronavirus came into existence, but it is the year that it became a global pandemic. A new normal had to be adopted – social distancing, hygiene, social gatherings, and masks. Perhaps a more drastic change the COVID-19 pandemic inflicted is the inequality gap between different groups of people. Because COVID-19 started in the Chinese city of Wuhan, many frustrated people have been blaming the Chinese, and even Asians as a whole, for initiating this pandemic. Since March 2020 alone, negative views of China have increased by 7 points (Pew Research). This resentment has manifested in more violent actions. An Asian woman had acid thrown on her, Asian elderly have been jumped, assaulted, and even killed, Asian-owned businesses have been robbed and ravaged, and much more. According to NYPD data, anti-Asian hate crimes have jumped by 1900% percent

It is evidently clear that Asians were not the only race to have faced hatred and xenophobia in 2020. The United States has seen nationwide protests over the death of George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, Jacob Blake, Ahmaud Arbery, Jonathan Price, Elijah McClain, and far too many other POC who were murdered by the nation’s police. The country’s inherent systemic racism was exposed– thousands of protests fueled by anger over police brutality only elucidated that. The Black Lives Matter movement, triggered by the death of George Floyd, gained popularity online and offline as people protested against police brutality and systemic racism. These protests became a global initiative, extending to more than 60 countries. Timelines became flooded with infographics, hashtags, solidarity profile pictures, and blacked-out posts for #BlackoutTuesday. 

  It is true that as a society, we are slowly but surely  moving forward in our march for equality. But judging from the current social and political climate, it seems like racism will still be prominent in 2021. Many governments continue to punish marginalized communities and minorities for no reason. In many countries like Myanmar and Thailand, civil unrest is taking place as citizens are becoming increasingly dissatisfied with the government. However, we have already seen changes rippling through our societies, a sign of lessons learned. Thankfully, the United States has learned enough over the past 4 years to not elect Trump for a second term. Twitter and other social media accounts learned enough to permanently ban him from their platforms. The Supreme Court ruled that LGBTQ employees are protected by civil rights employment laws. Kamala Harris was the first woman and woman of color to be elected as vice president. Amidst the chaos and dark skies, the sun has taken its occasional peek out into the sky. 

And above all, the biggest lesson we must learn as we move on from 2020 is to become anti-racist. Not just simply not being racist, anti-racism means standing up to discriminatory remarks and actively uplifting BIPOC. Anti-racism occurs through small everyday thoughts and choices. We must learn to identify the subconscious biases we all have and distance ourselves from them. Only when we do this will we truly be free of our ignorance and, in turn,  subconscious racism. Change starts with you changing your own thoughts, which will then manifest into genuine and concrete anti-racist actions. There are so many lessons to be taken away from this last chaos of a year, but those lessons are what are going to be so valuable for 2021 and beyond. 

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The Difficulties with Classroom Technology

Amber Lee ‘24

There is always at least one student in our classes that has problems with his or her Zoom or Canvas page. The types of issues are diverse: poor internet connection, VPN issues, lag, dropped links and so on. Students and faculty at St. Mark’s are constantly in conflict with technology issues, especially due to the unexpected remote learning environment that has been thrusted upon us. It compels us to face unprecedented complications in diverse dimensions, and one of the biggest challenges for everyone is the technology that is utilized. Applications such as Zoom and Canvas make it easier to connect the remote students with their teachers and allow them to actively participate in class as usual, however, there are limits to what technology can do, both the applications and the devices. Not only are students struggling with technology problems, but also teachers are frustrated when dealing with new tech issues. In the yellow-block global seminar class, there is one remote student, JC. I interviewed JC and his teacher,  Mr. Corazzini, to talk about their experiences.


Mr. Corazzini

“With the current classroom dynamic, we have an advantage in that JC is the only remote student. With a lot of other teachers, you see them use their computer for zoom, an external camera, and in many cases an iPad to do lecture notes. Because JC is the only remote student, we truly only have to use the computer in order for him to feel like a part of what is going on in our activities.

Zoom is a pleasant surprise in that JC gets to see everyone's faces and even though he is many miles away, he can interact with the class and get an opportunity to know personalities as he participates in breakout rooms. The limitation of the technology is because of our lack of access to an iPad and then our ability to move the external camera that we were given.

The external camera is small and we are not able to mount it in a way that gives JC the ability to see the panoramic view of all the students. All he can see is about four students when we turn it. If we had access to another iPad, I would have the ability to do a split-screen of JC and those on zoom and give people the ability to see lecture notes!”


Zhun (JC) Chen

“Our teachers try their best to make remote students engage. But remote students can’t see other people, and it’s hard to build relationships or ask for help.

When your classmates are talking, it’s hard to understand because the computer is usually set near the teacher. It’s also really easy to miss homework assignments and hard to keep track of time. Teachers reply to your emails a day late or they take forever. Zoom is laggy sometimes. Also, looking at your computer for a whole day hurts your eyes.

But in zoom, it’s really easy to collaborate on some group works. And being able to see your total grade calculations for each course on canvas works really well as an inspiration or encouragement.”

Although situations and technology difficulties cannot be predicted nor dealt with easily, everyone at St. Mark’s is trying their best to make it work. Teachers have experimented with various applications and methods in order to provide remote students with equal experiences, and students are working hard to stay on top of their workload and confusing schedule. During unexpected and unprepared times like this, it is crucial that each member of our community plays their part to the best of their ability, and also trys to understand each other with generous hearts. Despite frustrating circumstances such as tech issues, people are always eager to continue attempting and putting effort. I strongly believe that this atmosphere and environment will enable us to overcome COVID.